My Dark Place
26 Jan
As August rolled into September, my excitement and anxiety grew. I was ready to get back into the classroom and do what I love to do, but I knew it would be a time of transitions too. I thought that I would struggle this year with trying to continue with my duties as a mother and hold down a very challenging job. I thought I might struggle with the content of my classes, since I’m teaching things I’ve never taught before (as college level courses too!). I thought I might be drained by the demanding schedule….but I never thought I might be challenged spiritually.
I don’t know why, but I kind of forgot that I was walking into a very dark place when I opened the doors to our high school and walked down the crowded hallways. This week, as I side stepped around girls flirting with boys and dodged guys twice my size goofing off, I suddenly realized that many students in that busy hallway were lost children of God. It was the darkest hallway I’ve walked down in a long time. I saw kids grasping for life in trite relationships, in drugs and alcohol, in popularity and in the accolades of success.
They act like they know it all and they’ve got it all together, but they are walking around in darkness. I don’t think adults are much different and if we opened our eyes, I bet all of us could think of a dark place where God has asked us to shine.
It’s so easy to get caught up in the daily routines of our jobs that we forget our eternal purpose. Yes, it’s my job to grade math papers and it’s my job to effectively prepare educational lessons and it’s my job to train students to reach high expectations, but it’s my duty to be a light in each of those jobs. It’s my calling to be a light in this dark place; this place where God has brought me.
The thing about dark places is that we can easily lose our way and get disoriented if our own light is dim and instead of sharing our light with those around, we start complaining about how dark it is. We realize that it’s dark because of all the sin we see and we notice how few people seem to share our perspective on life (our heavenly perspective), but we often forget that our place in the darkness is not to curse the darkness, but to bring light into it.
So, what’s your dark place? Is it your neighborhood, your children’s school, your grocery store, or your workplace? I pray that you and I will shine brightly with God’s love and grace in these dark places, that our lights will elluminate the darkness and lead the way to our Savior. And may our eyes remain trained on the True Light so we don’t get ourselves lost in those dark places.
























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