Distraction
“For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.” (Romans 7:18-20 ESV)
I have to proclaim with Paul as he did in his letter to the Roman church “for I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh”. Oh, my intentions of doing good are always there, but I get too often distracted. Not so much by shiny things, but by things that really does not do anyone good.
You see, if I get discouraged about a project that I want to complete, I like to get distracted. You can also call it procrastination. I don’t want to face reality, I guess. I am not an A-Personality-Type person; I am not a go-getter.
For several months now I have b
een working on getting my LLC for my photography business. I got discouraged, because I filled out the wrong form, and had to start at ground zero. Now, instead of calling the Corporation Commission to make sure they received my revised paperwork, I am asking myself it is really all worth it…
But then again, the dream of making my photography a business was placed by God in my heart. Yes, I truly believe that. So, as I am procrastinating about calling the Corporation Commission, am I being disobedient? I think I am and that makes me really sad.
How can I make sure that I will follow God in my everyday dealings in this world? By staying close to His Word and by acting on His prompting to move forward and don’t get distracted.
When I read the different letters from Paul to all the different churches, I admire Paul’s discipline. Most of his letters were written while he was in prison or under heavy guard. Even though Paul’s surroundings may have been discouraging, he always looked to God to give Him the strength to continue; no matter what the cost was. I want to have faith like Paul.
Lord of mercy and grace. Thank You for Your unconditional love. I am asking for an extra helping of Your Holy Spirit as I am pursuing the dream You have placed in my heart. Lord, without You, I am nothing and nothing good dwells in me. May Your Spirit guide me to do good and to obey You, wherever You lead. In the precious name of Jesus. Amen.
praying for you my friend.
This is so true,Bethany. There have been many times where I wanted to just give up after messing up. Thank you for the reminder. What a great lesson your son has learned too!