Perspective ~ A Look Back on 2012
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
(James 1:2-4 ESV)
2012 has been a year that really has changed my perspective and outlook on life. Even though every year gives me nuggets that help me grow in my faith and walk with God, but this past year has been the year I have grown the most.
You see, for years I have been wanting to go back home to Germany to see my family. Up until this year, the opportunity never presented itself. I either had no money or not enough vacation to make the trip.
2012 started like any other year with hopes and dreams. I soon was deflated when my husband fell sick. Even though he was not feeling well for a while, he didn’t want to see a doctor until it was almost too late. By April my husband was unable to work and finally decided to see a doctor. He ended up in the hospital with every doctor puzzled. We needed answers, but no one was able to figure out what was wrong. Honestly, we are still not sure what truly happened. Even my husband’s doctor could not give us a clear diagnosis.
One day, as I was taking my husband for a walk in the hospital, I had a déjà vu experience. I thought that I saw my dad right there in the elevator. Some of you may know that my dad died at a fairly young age of 52 (close to my husband’s age). Believe me, this moment scared the living delights out of me. I told my husband that I needed to check on the dogs and I would be back later. I was racing to my car, crying and praying all the way home… “Lord, help me!!!” That moment I knew why God was delaying His answer to my prayers of going home.
You see (and I am very honest with you here), I think if I would have had the chance to go home any earlier, I would not have returned to the United States. I would have stayed in my home country, leaving my life here behind. But that moment in the car, I knew how much I still love my husband and knew I want to spend the rest of my life with him; for better or worse, in sickness and in health…
Fast forward to June 2012: my husband was on the best way of recovery, I received a bonus from work; I found a great deal to fly home; my passport was done within 3 weeks…and I saw my family in the Fall.
”Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.”
(Romans 8:26-28 ESV)
Trials and tribulations can bring us into a trail-spin. My sweet sisters, believe me when I tell you that God’s timing is always perfect. No matter how hard things may get or how hopeless a situation looks, God is right there. And if all you can do is sobbing and don’t get the words out in prayer, God sees your heart and His Spirit will intercede on your behalf.
Today, as 2012 closes, I would love to hear from you. Has God changed your perspective? Have you seen God’s work in your life in 2012? If you are willing to share, please leave a link to your personal blog below and share from your heart.
“Lord of Heaven and Earth. Thank You for teaching me so much in 2012. May I take all the lessons into 2013 and try to understand Your perspective on things. Help me to not grow weary and follow You with all my heart, body and soul. In the precious name of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.”
Love, peace and grace to you in 2013 and always…
Thank you Iris for sharing your 2012 journey. I’m so happy that God showed himself strong in your life this year. I’m also happy that you were able to go home and enjoy your family and that your husband is doing well. I’m looking forward to hearing more from you in 2013.
Iris, thank you for sharing your experience and how God has blessed you and taught you this year. God bless you in 2013.
Bethany
Yes 2012 has been a year of changes. My one word for this past year was ADVENTURE. And believe me, God has given me an adventure. I moved again last year and this time into a very small 870 square foot condo. A very challenging and simplifying time, that’s for sure. But I’ve learned to be content whether I have plenty or little or anything.
I can’t believe I forgot to link up. But I will write a post by tomorrow and link up with you.
Blessings and love,
Debbie
love and blessings to you.