A Father’s Love
I gave myself a mental pat on the back as I made my way to the restroom. The funeral service was almost over, and I had for the most part kept my composure. However, that didn’t last very long. As I was about to leave the restroom, I saw an old family friend. “My daddy is gone.” I said to her. As I said those words it seemed as if floodgates were opened. Tears flooded down my face. Then, there in the church’s restroom, comforted by women who came in, I wept as I mourned the loss of my father.
My father had a quiet presence and a permanent smile. He was a generous and kindhearted man. He showed by actions more than words his love for his family, friends and community. His quiet faith was a testimony. He loved the house of the Lord and never missed service if he was well enough to attend. He took special care in dressing in his well pressed suit then with his hat in hand he went to praise God. He joyfully sang in the choir his beautiful bass voice belting out the old hymns.
I miss my dad. He was a wonderful father. He would tease me until I was angry and then did something that made me smile. He peeled sugar cane, shelled peanuts and cracked walnuts for me without being asked, simply because he knew I hated doing it myself. There are so many, more impressive memories I can share about my dad. However it was simple acts that were second nature to Him that now hold a special place in my heart. I wish for one more time to kiss his bald head, hug his neck and tell him how much I love him. My heart aches that he is no longer with me. However, I’m grateful that my earliest memories are of a loving earthly father. His love made it easier to believe in a Heavenly Father who loves me unconditionally.
“I will be a Father to you,
And you shall be My sons and daughters,
Says the Lord Almighty.”
2 Corinthians 6:18 (NKJV)
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for the years that I had my earthly father to love and care for me. I’m grateful that his love made me more open to Your love. I’m so thankful that although I no longer have my earthly father (or mother) I am not an orphan because I will always have You. I love you Lord!
Having a loving father is indeed a blessing forever.
It certainly is a blessing, Luwana.
Your poignant devotional about your dad touched me. Isn’t there just something about dads and daughters – a special bond? I miss my dad (he died in 1996) almost daily. Knowing that our heavenly father knows our grief provides the comfort and spiritual healing we need.
Thank you, Katie (for sharing about missing you dad also). So thankful that our heavenly father is able to comfort and heal us.
Oh sweet friend, I am so, so sorry for your loss. I know it is hard without parents, no matter how old we are. May our Lord and Savior give you comfort in the time of grief and always.
Thank you for your encouraging words, Iris. I appreciate you.