Prisoners and Public Defenders

While on my way to a writers conference last weekend, I decided to stop by and visit my little brother at his place of business.  My little brother is thirty years old. He is a public defender. Surely, my mom must have dropped him on his head. How else could he have made that career choice? I told him that if I ever sat in his courtroom I wouldn’t sit anywhere near him. I would sit on the victims side!

I greeted my brother outside of the court room. He was busy speaking with families and clients. I walked up to him in front of these people and pretended to be one of his clients, “Is my case going to be heard today?” I asked. My brother played right along, “Yes, I believe it is. Could I have a word with you?” ushering me aside so we could talk brother to sister. I kept the joke going and loudly said, “Did you read my whole case? The officers who arrested me wouldn’t listen. There is no video tape of me taking anything….”

After three hours sitting and watching criminal court, my heart just about broke. You have to understand, I have had a one-sided view of criminals. I work for a police department for pete sake. I hear the first few moments of the most critical experiences for many people. It is so easy for me to paint an ugly picture of all suspects of a crime.

While in the courtroom I witnessed grandmothers silently praying, mothers and fathers – faces marked with pain as they watched their young sons and daughters handcuffed and shackled in their prison attire, escorted into the court room for their one last hope of grace.

Yes, I still believe that if you do the crime, you do the time. Except now the true suspect in need of a life sentence came into focus. In every case presented that morning, the true perpetrator was sin. I could almost hear the enemy of our souls hateful laughter echo in the courtroom as he used his razor sharp sword to pierce the hearts of the families there and slash at the lives of the prison bound. His heinous tool of choice for the carnage at hand was drugs.

The very last young man escorted in walked clumsily to the defense table. His faded grey and white striped prison uniform hung on his frail body. With his head stooped and shoulders slumped, he hung his head in shame – never once looking back at his family who had gathered there. Something written on his shirt caught my eye. “God is in me.” in cursive lettering was penned accross his back.

Tears welled as I prayed the enemy would not win the battle of this man’s soul. Not today, not ever.

“Remember those in prison as if you were their fellow prisoners, and those who are mistreated as if you yourselves were suffering.” Hebrews 13:3

 

Remember sisters, you are blessed!

Joanne

8 thoughts on “Prisoners and Public Defenders

  1. eph2810

    Wow, Joanne, this really brings our daily sin into perspective. Maybe our sins are not breaking civil law, but I do break God’s laws almost daily. I am glad that I have a public defender in Christ.

  2. little i

    Sin is sin, and my sin of selfishness or gossip is no worse in God’s eyes than that of a murderer. Thanks for reminding us that it is sin’s fault, and that instead of condemning, we need to pray for God’s grace and mercy for those who fell prey to it.

  3. LynnLynn

    Joanne,

    This is an excellent post. Filled with truth and I grieve over the broken families and how the enemy uses drugs to destry. Personally, my brother died a few years ago. Complications from melanoma but he was first a victim of drugs. Such terrible waste and so many are at the mercy of evil because of drugs. Excellent post and so well written. Hugs.

  4. pttyann

    Hello Joanne
    I did enjoy your post so touching and yes there is lots of pain on both sides I thank God for the changes he can bring to each family member,I also am thanking God for my Nephew who is now out of prison after spending 14 years of his life in prison and God is changing him more & more.

  5. Marsha

    What a touching devotional! Broken people, broken lives. So often I forget to pray for the one guilty of the crime, only the victims.
    Thank you for this reminder that there are broken people on both sides of a crime.
    Blessings.